Stand Up For Yourself!

Hey lovelies,

I know I've been away for a whole long time considering I've only just started this blog, but when I explain, hopefully you'll understand.

In October, I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia and Chronic Fatigue syndrome. Ever Since December 2014 I was having trouble with tiredness and it slowly progressed to joint and muscle pain and many more complications. I went through a whole load of tests with doctors who looked down their noses at me and even told me to my face that they thought I was faking it. I was constantly re-visiting them to see what else they could do and after about 4 months, I'd had enough. After my doctor finally told me that there was nothing else they could do for me, I finally stood up for myself and told them to refer me to a specialist. It was after a whole 6 months of running around and pushing my doctors to help me that I finally got diagnosed, and let me tell you, it was a relief.

I've been dealing with a lot of pain, not just physical but emotional. I want everyone who chooses to read this to know that you should always stand up for yourself, no matter what. Even if it seems everyone else is fighting to keep you down, rise up and push them back! Dealing with Fibromyalgia is a massive hurdle and it has stopped me from doing many things a 21 year old should have no trouble doing. I can admit that I have had days where I've let myself feel like my life is over as a young woman and that I have to deal with the fact that there are things that I will never true.

NEVER BELIEVE THAT!!

Yes, it will be hard for me to do some things, but it will never EVER be impossible. I'm not saying that you will never have a bad day. You will. Let yourself have a few bad days now and then, but don't let it take over your whole life. 

Our life is precious and we only have one life to fulfil, so live it to the max! Through the dark days, think of the good in your life (even though this may seem impossible, there's always something!). And if you want to do something, DO IT! Don't let anything hold you back. 

I LOVE YOU ALL, and everyone should love each other. If you need help, TELL SOMEONE an let them hold you up. They're there for a reason!

Goodbye for now, my lovelies! AND KEEP LIVING LIFE!

xoxo